Thanks for all your comments, really appreciate them. I know that returning to the Watchtower is not the answer but I sometimes get 'sad days', when I look at my life. Yes I do have anger issues and drink too much and I think that I,ve been blaming this on a lack of spirituality rather than the damage that the watchtower has inflicted on me. I think that I just needed someone to reinforce my reasons not to go back.
Chukky